Tuesday 4 September 2007

Idle oh so idle.

Aidan o Vitch in some sort of home made coup? He shall put us against the wall when he is king. Take the blog and his followers in his own direction and discredit us all. Or he may a just ruler, with understanding, hope, ideas, freedom and a steady hand - for I agree, we have all gone to our own depths (or heights) brought on by foreign travel, football, computer communication (not through blogs), moving house, impending childbirth, work (both home and job) play and social interaction and sometimes obligation.

I think apathy has been mentioned before in a previous post, its a disease while not contagious is quite dangerous to the thirty-something male, I find the idea of sleep far more appealing than most daily options put before me. And the prohibitive cost of "enjoyment" see's my future in other arena's, both spiritually and physically.

I myself have the "running bug" - Somewhere in the world where the water is free and the cost of daily life is insignificant to what could be in my bank account after 3 months of abstinance and lack of 30th birthday's. Let me walk forth through the mountains and streams, with the ability to capture the visual slung around my neck, let me write on paper alone what has happened that day, let me communicate with strangers though all mediums but common speech, let me sleep not in a white bed with sheets and not drive a silver shiny car, but do I make an enemy of my own future? or is this "their rules" and something which I can avoid till i lie on my death bed and think about all the wonderful things that I have seen and the people I have met.

Idle oh so idle. I feel like a monochrome insect or alternatively some sort of chameleon peering into a luscious garden with endless sources of sun, water and companions.

is this living ?

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